It Is What It Is

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The name is Ralph Joel Mercado Leones. Senior at Maui High School. I like to go to the beach, car cruise, watch anime and korean drama. Currently falling in love with Shayna Madamba Tasani <3 thats all i got for say now. Okay bye bitches have a good day :D

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Its getting to the point where i dont wanna stay anymore. Im doing everything you want me to do and you still act the same. The rope is about to get cut off pretty soon. Either you get out of my life or do something that will make this work because i dont wanna do anything anymore…

These past couple of days just have been rough days lately… i cant handle  it… but i just wanna say it started on your birthday… idk why… ever since that day everything hasnt been the same. When i was on that dinner i didnt feel like a boyfriend to be honest with you. I felt like an SA boy to be honest with you. It didn’t felt right. Like idk what to do. Ive been you like bitch lately. I would get mad if you wouldnt come see me. I would get mad if you didnt text me. I would get mad at everything. Idk why. I guess its because i want it to be the same as before. The Feelings we had when we first started going out. Now its just whatever. You dont try to come see me. Your scared to ask your mom to go out. You just act like its not a big deal to see me and that just makes me sooo hurt and mad. But what you did just fucken pissed me off. Really? You hate this girl. You hate because she used to talk to me. And yet you still act like a friend to her? What a fucken Two Face. Yah i just fucken said it. You still talk to her. You know i fucken hate her right? Why the fuck would you let her use your phone and text me? Oh my goodness thats just straight up i dont know already. Its like idk if i believe in you or not cause you say something but you dont keep your word. If you hate that person then dont talk to her? Why is it so hard for you. You just not a Straight up person. Yah something about us doesnt seem right. Idk why. Idk what for do. You havent been texting me lately. Ive been pretty much doing so much effort alot lately. And im getting sick and tired of just doing stuff cause i want too. But yaaaah i mean you still can talk to her. Im not stopping you. Ima laugh at you if something happens to you no fucken joke. Ima laugh my ass off. But i hope you realize what you did to me. Cause im not in the mood to talk to you right now. But i mean i guess thats just the way it is….

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racheex3:

im sick of being lied too. 

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You seem so different now. Its like your a different person now. Like i dont know if i even wanna talk to you. You dont wanna talk on the phone , you dont even try to see me , you barely call me now , you act so bitchy now. What else are you gonna do? Not talk to me anymore? Talk to somebody else? Cause that make me feel the shiitiest person in the world. Idk i just want my princess back. The i fell in love with ever since day 1. Idk i wish you were the same. But its sad to saaaay it will take forever for you to become the person i wanna be with……

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preciouslezah:

There’s always next year. Hmm..

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mahalkitax3:

Woah. Reading old posts and realizing how stupid I was for stressing and wasting so much of my time for the wrong people.

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